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[approve_dammit]

Who: Taurus and whoever
Where: Around Taurus
When: Day 11, all day
What: Taurus mingle

*Wolf is out doing whatever it is he does all day, what about you*

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[hisguardianangel]

I... don't worry about me. There are so many people who suffered from this game... so don't worry about me, right now.

[approve_dammit]

...why not? You're Sapphonis.

[hisguardianangel]

[sighs.] [turns away]

[after a short moment] I think... if it's alright with you, I want to take my memory now.

[approve_dammit]

*...so confused*

Okay...

[hisguardianangel]

[what? rn I'm sure my memory will improve my mood]

[goes to retrieve it and comes back] The thing is, with my powers... and father's powers, well, I might even figure out how we can leave this place. If I remember enough.

[approve_dammit]

...I don't wanna leave.

[hisguardianangel]

You don't want to go home?

[approve_dammit]

...no. But I'd probably go back to Sabra, and I don't really wanna go there either.

[hisguardianangel]

... if you want to... I can take you and whoever else wants to...

I can take you to my home. To Atziluth in Heaven. When I remember how. And it's a place where every pure being would be welcome.

And I think you are pure, even if sometimes you're to quick to say things I disapprove of.

[approve_dammit]

I... Um.

...ah. You should just take your fucking memory now.

1/ I'll say when I'm done

[hisguardianangel]

[nod] I'll, thank you.

[hisguardianangel]

[taking it]

[...ah...]

[hisguardianangel]

[..ahhhhh]

[hisguardianangel]

[...Alex..iel...?]

okay done

[hisguardianangel]

[..but...but...it's good but... no it's not... everything is horrible forever especially me...]

[just. starts sobbing and shaking, as he's so much mentally younger, here. falls to his knees, sobbing uncontrollably.]

[and then chokes on his sobs, a little]

[approve_dammit]

... *ogod puppy doesn't know what to do, just. Curls up around you and nuzzles, sob. what doooooooo*

[hisguardianangel]

...no...if it's for him... I won't regret... it's fine if I damn myself to Hell, to save him...

...but those poor humans... that poor girl... I'm glad Alex save her from me...

[still sobbing.]

But if it's... if Lord Rosiel's in danger... God, let me damn myself if that's what needed to save him. If he's suffering so much... Through no fault of his... ah, I'm such a useless son... [suddenly laughs a little, bitterly. and then, sobbing again.]

[approve_dammit]

*...noooooooooo cluuuuuuuuuuuuuuue SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO DO. p-pats?*

[hisguardianangel]

...are you sure you want to touch a sinner...? Maybe you should go away...

[approve_dammit]

...Don't be a fucking moron.

[hisguardianangel]

[not sobbing rn, just crying silently.]

[and... what?] [?]

[approve_dammit]

*...well he doesn't seem to be leaving. STILL AT A LOSS AS TO PROPER BEHAVIOR HERE BUT*

[hisguardianangel]

[...well. will try to blink his tears away, for Wolf's sake.]

[and gives Wolf a shaky smile, see, you're doing good. doesn't speak, because he feels like he might choke again.]

[approve_dammit]

*yeah he'll just. sit here leaning up against you looking concerned and confused*

[hisguardianangel]

...I... even with not that girl, I did... and will... but am I doing it for him? Or for Heaven? Or for myself....? I want to know that. I want to know....!!!

...ah, sorry. [smiles at. it's not fake, it's just... not happy, but rather, a little grateful. to you.]